Seems like just yesterdayI used to stand so tallI used to be so strongEverything, it felt so rightUnbreakable, like nothin' could go wrongNow all that's left of meIs what I pretend to beSo together, but so broken up inside'Cause I can't breatheNo, I can't sleepI'm barely hangin' on...tagboard's back and alive :)
deep breaths. don't ever stop. officially given up on OM yo. not like my group cares anyway :) except munny and lau. sucker-rish. waste of my timeeee meemaamoooo.
mmm, i read new moon in a dayyy. yay me :) a lil long compared fast readers. i think the book's like new. yeahhh. i think twilight's nicer tho :P i'm talking bout stephenie meyer's twilight and new moon :) v cool :D
science and hist test today. i think i've lost quite a few marks in science alr :P the relative mass for protons, nucleus and electrons. haha. the only word that came to my mind was negligible. cos i remembered the teacher kept saying it and it sounded really funny. yeah, so i wrote that for all three -.- and i spelt it wrongly. "negligable" HA. even better. hist was okay, i think?
too much homework. so fishhhhhhh :( today's assembly was really really really really _____. everytime the teacher said something loud, i'll wake up with a jerk. kalhfiosdbvuxcyuserhsas the talk was OKAY la. about BLOGGING heh. as if we've never got enough talks about blogging.
lily allen :) yay. i wanna watch borat. haha. v gayyyy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISSSS! (cheong) :P :P
the blackest kind of blasphemy
back problems. headache. getting blind.
gee, i'm growing old too soon. gonna die early. SIGH.
am i really nothing to you?
stupid om >:[ stupid stupid stupid.
i don't really blame it on my group. it's all the date-lines and LACK of assistance. they think we're super smart la. can understand everything they say. BOO.
dumb fluuuuu. i've had it since last Saturday :( BOO. i think it's getting better. but it's getting stickier (: HAHA.
i feel like putting my tagboard back. lalala. LOLLL. watching lots of borat shows. i'm glad i don't understand some of the jokes :)
not in zee mood for blogging now :P
HAPPPYYYY BIRTHDAYYYY JI-LIANNNNN! :)
alrighties, byebye.
Here I am, once again.two weeks and four days (:
raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
can't take it anymore. stuuuuuuuuuuupid essay >=[ no inspirationnnn. don't like essays. boo boo boooooooooo.
pulls hair
slams head on table
screaaaammmmmmmmm
jump up and down
frizz my hair
and i'm having a veryyyy bad headache D: like a lizard attacking my BRAINNN. it hurtttts. and i'm having sore throatttt, and a FLU. the difference between sinus and flu -
FLU - when your SNOT is thick and squiggly, and the tissue is not able to absorb it
SINUS - watery and flowy. flows out of nose like a waterfall. no need to BLOW ur nose like crazy. and tissue is able to SOAK IT ALL UPPP.
so that's how i was able to use like 4 packets of tissue today. HAHA. i measured my SNOT, 400ml. my partner is grossed out.
got back our chinese and math test. didn't do well for chinese. booooo. got ahem, full marks for math yo! but like, 18 other people on my class for full marks too -.- so annoying. smart class. RAWR. i miss PRRR. boo, i wanna go PR for the wrong intentions. boo *slaps face*
SHOCKING NEWWWWS - ARSENAL BEAT MAN U! WHOO. 2 to 1 ha. i wanna watch it man. poofing. van persie scored :D yay. i like arsenal now. wahahahha. fickle-minded.
i have half an hour to write 400 more words. yay me.
yo yo yo.
latest news - chelsea lost to liverpool 2-0
good or bad? i dunno. as long as man u's at the top :D i feel kinda sad for chelsea. hahahaha. without terry and jose morinho (can't spell :D) leaving (maybe). ooooh, forgot to say. my grandparents got me a ronaldo (man u) jerseyyyy. from thailand. yay yay yay WHEEE
i'm screwed :) i've not studied for math. and my current word count for commonwealth essay (due on monday) is ZERO. i need time management workshopss. then again, i hate workshops.
leaded worship with joella today. hahahha. the talk was coooool yup. kept doodling. cos my hand was itchy. hahahahaa.
i saw this group of "goth" people today. i thought they were really cool :) oh no oh no oh no. oh boyyyy. :( :( :(
okiedokie. CIAO :)
happy birthday triciaaaa! finally 18! whoo :D
heyyyyy.
erm had our match against fairfield methodist today. rained yesterday. so it was prosponed 2 today .. yup. ming&i wanted to watch the bball match :( but like, it was too late. haha. yuupp. stayed back with sandy for a while cos she forgot her jerseyy! lol. erm, took a bus to ccab. yeahhh
match started quite okay. 2-2 for first quarter. yeahhh. but didn't do v well aft that. yeahhh. didn't play :) i thought we played quite okay. could've been better. but we gave it our all :) jiayou for our next games!
lalala poot. okay BYE.
i'm a fool for you,i'm a fool for your love
desire: table for three
mm, cool show :) but it's v late at night :(
i guess today was a better day than yrstdy? yeah. got high towards the enddd. hahahaha. yup, my partner's funnayeee. hahahaha.
*she drops her pen*
me - waha. there's gonna be no more ink :D like ur other pens
partner - na-ah! this pen is sexy! it's gonna bring sexy back (to the tune)
ahahahhahahha. yupyup. can't wait for the weekendssss! competition tmr! against fairfield methodist! yardeeda. i need to do math. like boooooooooooooooooo. hahhahaha
tag replies
nick - oops. i think it was PM. yup hahaha
rui - hahahahha. suffer :D
carmen - i did! look at the previous previous post :D
CIAO piggy piggy porcupine!
:)
i'm happy,
real happy.
whoo.
totally.
i'm glad i didn't bring my file back :D so i won't feel guilty not doing my math worksheet :)
you know what i thinkkk. i think i'm gonna fail horribly this year. cos everyone's like SMART. and i'm slacking a lot. i'm not getting enough sleep, that is.
saturday - met jubby at TEN at orchard MRT :))) then went to eat at the totally isolated mos burger. there was like no one at all. haha, of cos right. ten in e morning. went to the library to do project work! hahahaha. we started copying stuff from book. till i suggested borrowing it. HAHA. mm, then got a sms from pris, said couldn't wear clothes above the knee for YF. heh. so i bought leggings. yup :) topshop! really cheap. go buy. HAHA. made my way for YF, was super early. so went to pasir ris library first then to priscilla's house. :P went to church. changed into leggings. oh man, i looked so weird, like shorts over leggings. yeah. i'm gonna start a new fashion trend ! :P
message on 5 love languages was really cool :) yeah, i laughed .. but never actually realised that it's was happening right then. right now. "can't sleep, can't eat, can't think". hahaahhaha. i guess it's 10% true?
sunday - churchhh :) wore this heavy earrings. i think my ear hole's infected. ate a lot on this day. :)
MONDAY (TODAY) - couldn't stay awake for most of the lessons. oh no. hahahhaha. had trng at ccab. hahahha. a lot of insects. EWW :(
OKAY. BYEBYE.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DWI-WEEEE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMENNNNN! (tmr)
there's someone's birthday tmr too, but i can't rmbr. i think she's in netball :D
hellooooo.
i've never got down to actually writing my 25th post. u know why, cos number 25 is a horrid horrid number. don't get me wrong, two is totally cute and pretty. but 5 is just BIG and FAT in there. and 2 PLUS a 5. is unimaginable. it's like ultra-duper FAT! EWW.
okay :) hopefully i post this post. so i can get on with 26. 26's gonna suck too. ohboy. can't wait for 27. cruel cruel torture.
BYE.
deleted the previous post and the post i wrote 5 minutes ago. i dunno why :) maybe i'm moody? sleepy? angry? happy? scared? i really don't know?
my mind's a big mess now. & i don't know how many masks i have right now.
what's the use of taking a quiz. when i don't even have a personality.
and to think that everything was so perfect one minute ago
sorry.
the way i feel about you isn't the same. i don't think i love you anymore.
...today was boring prob cos i'm pms-ing? everywhere i go, i'm like "whatever". ))): woke up early. like 7? slept again. woke up again at 10 to reply sms-es. and slept again. haha. finally woke up at 11.30. rushed to eat lunch. then left to pick cheryl up to go for e mime practice.yeah. played frisbee for YF. it was quite cool, i guess. muddy ... erks. had to leave early cos we had to send our grandparents off .. to thailand. don't know if i was happy or sad to leave early? i really can't figure out anything :( danggg. mm. this "depressing crisis" will end soon. it will! so watch out. cya.
i'm sad for a lot of reasons.
one being my post vanished which is FUSTRATING.
i really try to be nice to people. but they're just so complacant and mean :( and i really try hard not to hate them. but i fail most of the time.
my face is burning. sun burnt. it'll eventually peel. and people will tell me how i should drink more water and put moisturizer. hearing the jeers of munling which im getting very sick of. plus, the last time i went into guardian (or something like that), i asked the lady for something (i think some lip ice thingy which ml wanted) and she said "oh, i don't think we have it. but your skin looks very dry. do you want moisturizer?"
ohyes. i'm sick of SC and netball :( DEPRESSION. booooooooo.
byebye.
i'm tsk-ing a lot now-a-days :)
i feel good when i'm talking to people. but i'm not nowwww. i'm unloved :(
1st day of school! (weds, ystrdy) - one word. the most common word EVER. B-O-R-I-N-G. mm. our form's mdm marini and our co-form is mr ang. mm, right aft we went into class, mr ang said, "okay girls. take out your phones" scarayeee. cos my phone turns on v.v.v.v easily. just one light light press. lots of SE 06 girls in e class :( it's a good thing, maybe? lol i dunno. new meepok uncle! doesn't make a diff to me cos i don't eat meepok (: i can't rmbr what i did for the rest of the day. oh yes, i'm cleanliness rep! cool-lio.
2nd day! (today) - better than ystrdy, haha. i think my duty roster's prettaye ..... confusing. but nevermind (: left early to prepare for orientation! didn't do much. my feet are aching.
im sad nowww. cos lauren said something mean :( boooo. and munling left. and shoes has "SO MANY" people to talk to. i'm not lovedddd :(
but i should take comfort in the fact that God loves me :) goodbye.
your thoughtless wordsmy 20th post :) nothing compared to people's 100th/200th posts. but it's a great achievement for me considering the fact that i'm always changing my blog :)
blessed new year everyone :) & i mean it, even if i'm not there to hug or shake your hand :)
i've always been looking foward to being 14, being sec 2, in year 2007. nice numbers right :D 7 times 2 is 14 :) LOL. yup, hope it'll be a good year. 2006 passed in a blurrrrr.
mm. sunday - woke up early :) to go to church! :D aft that, had to leave earlier cos dad was sick (gastric, i think. haha. cos he kept burping). went for haircut at casey aft that! haha. erm, i won't tell ya'll how it looks like till u see 4 urself :) got ready for new year's eve dinner/countdown. hm, went there in this guess top and tights. & & &, i saw aunty mabel in like t-shirt and shorts and she looked so comfortable! didn't realise we were s'pose to dress in sports wear till i heard there were prizes for best sports wear attire. haha. mm, anw, changed into more comfy clothes :) heard pple's testimonies bla bla bla. and it was countdown! erm, i felt iw as really different from last year's countdown i had with carmen (who's in aussie) and the television. last year's countdown was like WOW. a new year! yay! i really felt really greatttt. but this year was like, "well, okay. a new year. wow. yay." mm, didn't quite feel anything. as if it's just another day. sad sad.
yup. stayed over :) aft much deliberation and hesitation (lol). ermmm, played weirdish games :) haha. wasn't VERY enthu cos the sofa was tooooo comfy :D yup. stayed up to like 6/7-ish? i rmbred i slept when the sun was alr up. haha :) mm, slept for and hour or so? yeahhhh. and aft that was a haze. left early cos i was really really really (x100) bored :) yup. mm, went home at around 10 o'clock. bathed, and SLEPT :D
YEAH, guess what. i slept from 11 o'clock to 6.30pm. ate some snacks. and at 7pm, i slept to around 10 o'clock. at 10 o'clock, ate some more snacks. slept at 11pm, and woke up the next morning at 11am. omggg. that's like lemme count ... 22 hours of sleep? yeah.
school's gonna start. don't wanna cut my nails :( don't wanna remove the nial polish D: i've not packed my bag. i've not done anything. rawrrr. i suck.
tag replies :)
cherie - haha. yeahh. school in church wld be cool :)
vera - nah. shoes isn't in my class. haha. i know what class u're in too :)
nick - but 12 bucks was worth it right. lol.
mun - i know how it's spelt! missha. haha. nooo. it's really ugly.
rui - haha. yup, looking foward to more silly stuff :) the last part of the name's bokabuloo! haha.
CIAO ALL :)
these foolish games
