some day i'm finally gonna let go'cos i know there's a better wayi wanna know what's over that rainbowi'm gonna get out of here somedaytoday .. made me realise what a couch potato i am. and that i can't do anything about it. i am helpless but not hopeless cos i've got God :)
i can sutdy. i will study. i can. i will. I AM GOING TO DO WELL FOR THIS HISTORY TESTTT. gonna be damn embarrassing when i don't. but i know i will :] i will try.
Why not?
Give yourself a chance
Nothin’s gonna hold you back
Everything you want is right there waiting
Whatcha wanna do
Gotta have some faith in you(God)
Don’t you know
That you can have it allwent to orchard at ELEVEN today. oh mans, had to wake up so early :( saw shoes and xf. jills was at taka and moni and nazi were at wisma. wanted to meet themmm, but no mood. muahahhaha. okiedokie, byebye.
I don't want to call my friends
For they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been
(click to enlarge)
oh manszszsz. look at everyone's expressions :P poot. makes me sad now.
those were the days, my friend.we thought it'll never end :]i'm a lyrics/music - craze/addict/geek now. hahahahhahaha. everyday, i go to sch with many diff songs stuck in my headdd. and i'll just get to class and
splatter them out. hahahahha. whee :)
Your eyes, I'm over it.
You're smile, I'm over it.
Realized, I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over.
Wanting you to be wanting me.
No, that ain't no way to be.
How I feel.
Read my lips.
Because I'm so over it.
Moving on
It is my time.
You never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first a little bit
But now I'm so over
So over it. i wishover it by katharine mcphee :D i think 3rd on class 95's dunno what countdown at 7pm plus.
TODAYlessons were quite .. i dunno. but i was having a really bad headache :( and toothache :D oh yes, HISTORY was giving me a v bad headache. they really should let us bring our laptops. what mr ang makes us copy is .. unbearable. i need new pens. sigh. i was so happy when i saw that there was no chinese today :) CE and lit was kinda cool. rained terribly then. but there was still trng .......... sheltered court. trng was quite okay i guess :D burn burn burn all the stuffy food. went with moni bunny and wen to sign up for CIP and and and ms cheong embarrassed me
terribly. such a saddistttt. and i really feel we should redo our geog project. ahhhhhh sh*t :) went waffletown ltr with netballers. yay. i owe pple lots of money. i'm really broke. my ang pow money seems to be vanishing. uawgrabogfauopeaw
fweet. had a
heated conversation with vera and zeshan last night. oh man, damn funny luh. but shanshan promised not to tell anyoneeee :] and u better not.
ate kimchi noodles with baked potato today. they so don't go. okiedokie. here's crying in the rain by everly brothers. enjoy :] (reading)
I'll never let you see
The way this broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride
And I know how to hide
All the sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain
If I wait for cloudy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know
That I still love you so
Though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain
Raindrops falling from Heaven
Could never wash away my misery
Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
Raindrops falling from Heaven
Could never wash away my misery
Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you never see
Some day when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But 'til then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
To hide these tears I hope you never see
Some day when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But 'til then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
Raindrops falling from Heaven
Could never wash away my misery
Since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you never see
Some day when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But 'til then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the ... rain
i do have a dimpleeeee :]
i'll be waiting for you,here inside my heart.TODAY
FIREDRILL :D so hot and yucks >:( hahahhaa. ms cheong's last day toooo. so sad :( muaha.we counted our chinese CA1 marks. and i am so so so so so sad. hahahahha. but yeah, i don't really care now. 'cos i can't do anything about it! just to uh, thank God for this .. WONDERFUL experience. i should/will learn something 'bout it soon. double english was supposedly summary tests. but apparently not. made our way to the gallery for the dunno how many-th time to do eng. hahahahha. today was pretty boring cos everyone was v stone. hahahha.
went for sports heats aft schoool :D haha. was quite coool luh. taking .. the time? oh man, what's it called. ok wtvs. haha. i bought a coffee bean latte aft that. & it was v v v v v nice :D i got named a typical singaporean by jills cos i bought a delifrance curry puff for one dollar. wahahahhaha.
i love u mel, for all the pretty french braids :D ahh shiztz. so much hmwork :( actually not a lot. cos they're all due next week. s.i.g.h.
"you must be a broom 'cos u swep me off my feet" :] hahahahahaha.
OKIEDOKIE. BUHYBE.
But I know for certain
Goodbye is a crime
So love if you need me
Suspend me in time
can't believe i'm the fool again.i should really stop whining and study harder. but i'm alr studying what i need to study. what more is there to study about. i hate revising :] another let down and
another and another. SIGH. urgh. come one, buck up, lynn :) u can do more than this :) :) :)
ooooooh. i know how to french braid :) i learned then practiced on my sis' hair :D but it's quite messy :)
my word's were cold & flat,you deserved more than that.TODAYbaked .. this very sweet thing for home ec. seriously sweet and addictive. like 50g of sugar in 14 palm-sized .. biscuits. drama girls left to prac for SYF so i was partner-lesssss :( but mel khor came during chi and nazi for the rest :D nazi puts elbow cream, so her elbow's v freaky :D but i think nazi's more freaked out by me. hahahahahhaha. was s'pose to have trnggg? but somehow something happened ......... cheat my feelings again >:( ate so much during recess somemore. argh. hahahahahah. so moni and i went to the library to do math :) found out ming and rest weren't where they were s'pose to be. so found dwi and xf and some secs 1. did a stupid treasure hunt that burnt 1/4 of the fatty foods i ate. :) :) found them. bla bla. everyone did diff stuff aft that. ran 2.4 with sandy. omg luh, worst run ever. hahahah. we ran 2.4 in like (okay, don't wanna tell the timing). so embarrassing >:( hahahahhaha. played street netball aft that. did lots of wuliao things. talked about lots of boliao things. hahahaha. like piercings and chest hair !?!? went macs with dwi,ming,xf and shoes aft that. lalalalala.
this post is very descriptive. i don't like >:(
this is 10% luck, 20% skill
15% percent concentrated power of will
5% percent pleasure, 50% percent pain
and a 100% reason to remember the name! haha. it's such a cool songggg :) going to toa payoh tmr :D to keep the time thingy. I THINK. hahahahah. quite excited actually? .. yay yay. but lots of homework >:( gonna poo poo now. haha. okay that was unnecessary. :) :) :)
WHEE OKIEDOKIE, i shall think about what to do now :) byebyebyebyebye. our last class with ms cheong tmr! (ithink) :( :( BYE!
Today such a lonely day
I try to find my way
But only you occupy my mind
Today I heard you calling me
But it's just the storm outside
And today I want you next to me,
Your heart playing with my mind
Don't let me go
you know my heart is breaking into two
Don't let it end
why can't we mend these wounds left open so long
Don't let it end
'cause I can't pretend to stop loving youso mushy and gay. omg omg omg. whee hahahahahha. this quiz ripped from moni's blog :)
[x] I know how to make a pot of
coffee.
[ ] I keep track of dates using a
calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a
car.
[ ] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to
say than my friends.
Total: 2
[x] I show up for school/college/work
every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely
trashed.
[x] I have forgotten my own birthday at
least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[ ] I've watched talk shows.
[ ] I know what 'credibility' means
without looking it up.
[ ] I drink coffee at least once a
week.
Total: 6
[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another
language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do
something
I do it.
[ ] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without
being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 4
[x] I can spell 'experience' without
looking it up
[x] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by
name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is take
out.
[ ] I have gained weight since
middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up
is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without
getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the
first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 5
[ ] I have realized that the weather
forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place
of
employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will
take you seriously unless you are over
the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am.
[ ] I can say no to staying out all
night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a
while.
[x] I can read a book and actually
finish it.
Total: 2
i should get married at 19. haha. okay that's gay. its not even related.
okay, seriously, BYE. (i like the numbers of this time im ending this post. so byeee!!!)
i think im drowning
asphyxiated
i wanna break the spell
that you've created
you're something beautiful
a contradiction
i wanna play the game
i want the friction
you will be
the death of me
yeah, you will be
the death of me
and our time is running out
and our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
i wanted freedom
but i'm restricted
i tried to give you up
but i'm addicted
now that you know I'm trapped
sense of elation
you'll never dream of breaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me
yeah you will suck the life out of me
bury it
i won't let you bury it
i won't let you smother it
i won't let you murder it
how did it come to this?:)
these words are my diary screaming out loud. so ... school has been rather, normal. i feel like re-doing every single test i did. today didn't help ... got back science test. awreoiabtabvaoisheapweawh i really dunno what to do anymore. to be sad? angry? happy? ... sigh. trust in God :) :) :)
trust and obey, for there's no other way, to be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey!not a burden we bear,
not a sorrow we share,
but our toil he doth richly repay;
not a grief or a loss,
not a frown or a cross,
but is blest if we
trust and obey.
hahahahha. okay, that was kinda cool :] erms ... i changed my numberrr :) but u can still call me thru the old one. till like, april? stayed up till like 12plus listening to the radio. :) my new craze. today we had music ... and i discovered that i have no musical talents at all. today chaisy got excited during/after recess :] :] don't ask me why. :DDD our geog project was kinda screwed. i guess another biggy big red F. extra big SIGH.
training tmr. and classes i'm
not looking foward to ..........................
'cos everywhere i go
there's a love song that reminds me of you
and even though i knew i had to be strong
i was still not over you
'cos i still believe and i could see how there's nothing left of you and me
that time is over
'cos i'm so not over you
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
i'm just really sad now :(
i'm barely passing chinese, and everyone around me's like, "omg! i only got 70/80/90%!" i felt like telling them to shut the (fish) up. like seriously. and it's not only chinese :( it's like no matter how i try, i get so low. and whenever i don't put in effort, i get really high. it's seriously happening. and it's like the teachers don't even seem to care. i mean, i got 4/20 for a test (okay fine, worksheet). and while she's going thru, she just says, "okay, nevermind. i'm not going to go through this. most of you got full marks anyway". i think this is really discouraging and mean :( and its like i really studied for this test(read e book), and i got like 11/20. and those who didn't even read it got like 14/15 upon 20 :( i really don't feel like trying anymore. i want to fly far far away and never ever come back :) / :(
love me, that's all i ask of you.
Turn a spark to a flame,
Make a wish, close your eyes, won't you start all over again.
Just like the first time you touched my skin,
All over again
I tasted heaven take me there again,
All over again
Your smile,
Your touch,
Your taste,
It turns me on and on and on.
That I fall in love with you,
all over again
omg.
my sis is feeling sorry for herself and it's reallt ticking me off.
& that's not the only thing that's pissing me off.
___ ___.
ohman. u annoy me so much. you think i wanna take a whole big detour to my house just so i can prove to you i'm not stalking u. press the bell immediately. walk so slowly. ohmygosh luh, i want to box you.
okay lynnnnn, be nice :] :] :]
sigh. i'm very tired :(
trapped in the past, i just can't seem to move on
if i could escapemy sis asked me what hens ate. i said chicken food :]
that's the random thought of the day.
our om long-term was today :D i thought our group did a really good job even tho it was v v v v last minute :) our thingy could take about 20+kg. yey. i rmbred mrs tina neoh said last year's one could take like 200kg. i think. hahahhahaha.
today 2GY had their 10 round race. and we got 100% passes! YEYYYY :)
now everynight i listen to tripple X countdown :D something like thattt. and the top songs are always either sweet escape by gwen or that avril lavigne song - boyfriend.
this is a really boring post that will serve no purpose whatsoever in my life ahead. so i shall stop :))))
bye.
a song i sang a lot of times when i was p6 and didn't bother 'bout the lyrics. but now i do, 'cos i'm
mature. hahahahha. yeah right. enjoy reading ><Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or neither been
All this I know, but still I can't find ways to let you go
I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you
Somewhere in my memory, I lost all sense of time
Amd tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been
Oh this I know, but still I can't find ways to let you go
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye
A part of me will always be with you :)
haha. i just realised i didnt write much about my holidays. out of all the small lil holidays i had, this is actually the first one im posting about :) i keep going to malaysia, sometimes i get sick of it >:(
THURSDAY
woke up at like 6? left for malaysia :) i think i slept through it most of the time. ate at the usual lunch place. omg, the cats there are like sooo annoying luh :PPP my dad gave it chicken :] i forgot what i did for the rest of the day. OH YA, i did math. the harder one, i think. i got 21/25 :] so cool right. HAHA, oh man. i seriously forgot what i did that day. i think nth much luh. im growing old. =/
FRIDAY
woke up and took my mum's place for breakfast :] i thought i ate quite a lot, but my dad said i didn't and it wasnt worth the money they paid for. okayyyy, wtvs. mm, i finished the other math wrksheet. i got 20/25 :] hahahahha. YOU KNOW RIGHTTT, all th questions i guessed, i got correct. all the ones i spend so long doing, i got them wrong. okay, im exagerrating, but still. swimmed ltr =] my dad used his water proof camera. so coooool can :D went to the beach ltr. i didn't lay ONE part of my body on it except my legs :) cos i hate getting sandy. AHHAHAHAA. it was really temptingggg. but im proud of myself now :D
SATURDAY
kayaked :) pic's up there. my dad thought the water was really smooth and nice. i thought it was gross 'cos there was seaweed in it. didn't kayak for v long, actually maybe quite long. i took like 10 mins?! to finally get my "boat" beside the thingy. haha so gay luh. i had to do it by myselffffff! and i didn't wanna wet my shoes :] (altho they were alr wet) studied my lit and science at like 10pm at night. cos my mum didnt wanna let go of the tv >:( hahahahha. oh yea, the beach was v nice on that day cos it was lowtide :) there were many many pics. but im so lazy to upload. muaha.
SUNDAY
drove back at , i dunno what time. i know i missed baptism class :( oh nooo. went to grandmummy's house ltr to blade with sis and aunt. hahahahha. wasnt as fun as last weeek. cos my blades were my dads, i brought the wrong ones, again. and they were really heavy. skated all the way to east coast. i dont like east coast. so many show offs >=( hahahahhaa. im jking. lala.
MONDAY (today)
schoooooool. im so screwed for lit and science test luh. touch wood touch wood :) had the briefing bout streaming. and mel and i wrote this really funnaye conversation on her paper. hahahaha. its rateddd luh. so joys (my lil duckie daughter) couldn't see it >:) hahahahahha. aft that was s'pose to hv training. but coach didn't come :) so we slacked. omg, i suck at squash. hahahahhahaha. oh, on the way backkk, dwi and i saw this lady carrying this really nice bag. it has like allesandro ambrosio on it! dwi asked her where she got it frm =] and she said US. :(
okiedokie, buhbye.
when you want it the most, there's no easy way out
happy st patricks day (i think)
omg im back. yay. whoo. ahhh.
i finished my math :] and my lit and my science :] yay.
i ate a lot.
i missed baptism class :( oh boy.
i am going blading ltr.
yay.
pretty song by bonnie tyler/westlife <333
Turnaround, every now and then I get a
little bit lonely and you're never coming around
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a
little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll never be the boy you always you wanted to be
Turnaround, every now and then I know
you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Turnaround, every now and then I know
there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and
then I fall apart
AHH.
stressed. but i'll talk about that later :]
TODAY
training first thing in the morn' at 8.30. booo. everyone said today's trng was worse. but i thought it was oh-kay. except for the 1500 skips >:( saw the ncc girls hving camp. omg, so tiring manszszsz. ate at waffletown ltr with mings, shoes and xf.
came back and played non-stop msn games with monica. hahahahah. it was really cutee >< 'cos we kept playing uno. and and and, monica thought purple player was hot. HAHAHAHHAHA. so lame sia. and orange player kept cheating my feelings >:( hahahahha.
left at 4 plus to meet xf at wisma :) but i was EARLY (omg how could i be early. i was s'pose to be fashionably late) ;) hahahahha. but anw, decided to meet mings, jills, shoes and dwi-wee first :) so then bla bla bla. met everyone! :D (which includes xf and wernie) haha. we shopped like everywheree, ate at crystal jade express. my ice milo cost 2.20 dollars. but it was worth it :] bought many stuff (okay, not that many), tried many many dresses, and took many many pictures :D dwi's pics are so cool. i can't snap any candid pictures 'cos it looks really obvious and that person would turn away -.- so overall, it was really fun :) and it was SUCH A PITY that moni, bunny and michelle couldn't come :( BOO. &we should do it again :D
OKAY. why i'm stressed.
i'm going to malaysia tmr. (6am) >:(
okay fine, i knew that a long time ago. but but, theres so much hw! and i hv to study for lit and science test and i have to write my testimony . shitzy poooooo. so much stuff to bring there. it's not gonna be a holiday manszsz. i'll be back on sunday :) before 9am. HAHA 'cos i can't miss baptism classsss. boo. i dunno how i'm gonna COPE.
OKAYBYE :( gonna miss u, computer.
OH YES, SHOKING NEWS - ROB AND AMBER ARE OUT OF AMAZING RACE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. >:(
BOO.
i'm really sad nowww.
'cos i can't taste anything :( i've been having sinus for the
whole day. boooo. no more skin below my nose :]
i gained a kg. yes, it's a big deal. from there, who knows how much more i'll gain. ahh !!
YESTERDAYwatched interview with the vampire in the morning. :) i thought there was no need for the scenes that were rated. super gross. had doctor's appoinment :] &then, watched music and lyrics with mummy at like 9? haha. it's a really funny and sweet show :DDD
TODAYwoke up at 7 plus, was s'posed to go for trngg. but pon-ed in the end, 'cos my stomach kinda hurt, i think it's indigestion (kept burping. stomach's not used to sudden large intake of food :]). and i was really really tired. so .. slept all the way to 12 :) ate many many red bean buns :D reminds me of camp :( :( :( me and nazi ate dunno how many red bean buns :D went to united square for dinner.
mm, watching hotel rwanda now :) watched it with my aunt in the cinema before, but that was then, & i didn't understand anything. i just know it was v v v v v sad. :(
trng tmr D: everyone said trng was v tough today. netball dinner tmr tooooo! yay. i
think i'm going .. i hv to finish all my hw tmr.
oh nookay bye :)
oh yea, the cool picture's with pris are on friendster. hurhur.
all I want to do is find a way back into love.
To every girl who wants to be called
beautiful not
hot.
To every girl that will spend her
whole day looking
for the perfect present for you.
To every girl who gets her heart
broken because
he chose that b*tch instead.
To every girl that would die to have a
decent
boyfriend.
To every girl that cries at night
because of another
heartbreak.
To every girl that kisses him with
meaning.
To every girl who just wishes he cared
more.
To every girl who would just once want
a guy to
give their jacket up when they are
cold.
To every girl who just wants him to
call.
To every girl who lies awake at night
thinking
about him.
To every girl that just wants to be
cuddled.
To every girl that just wants to sleep
with him
without having s3x.
To every girl that is scared to put
her heart out
there again because she has been hurt
too many
times or so badly.
To every girl who shows how much she
cares
and
gets nothing back.
To every girl that thought maybe this
one could be
the one.
To every girl that believes in her
dreams.
To every girl that would do anything
so she could
achieve those dreams.
To every girl who is just looking for
that one and
only and is having a rough time along
the way.
To every girl that has been cheated on
because
she is not a sut who gives it up to
any guy.
To every girl that doesnt want a guy
who just
plays
with her emotions but actually cares
about how
she feels.
To every girl that fell for all the
lies only to find
themselves alone in the end.
To every girl that gave her heart away
to have it
shoved back in her face.
To every girl reading this, you're not the only one suffering out there =) &
take comfort in the fact that God's guiding you always.
DAY BEFORE YESTERDAYhad YF retreat :) it was quite cool, i guess. went to macs at like 1am 'cos tricia was hungry :) hahaha, i was tooo. slept really really late.
YESTERDAYhad to wake up at like 7? went to pasir ris park to do QT. it was really really niceeee :) the breeze and everything. pris and i took pics. and her phone's really cooool. so i'm
anxiously waiting for the pics. after retreat, met jubby at orchard :) booked tickets for blood and choc. shopped for the rest of the time till 5. my legs kinda ached. but i bet jubby's feet were worse. muaha. bought interview with the vampire! and lots and lots of fooooood. so then, watched blood and choc. it's really really cool. worth watching luh, i ...
daresay.
TODAYwas really sleepy during baptism class and the message. heh. bladed with my aunt and sis at bedok for like 2 hours or so? then bladed by myself :] i like blading. today, i had to blade with two left blades. 'cos i brought the wrong ones :X so i had no brakes, but i survived :) learning ice skating comes in handy. muaha. i watched golf today :D s'pose masters. nick dougherty's really really cute =) looks like hugh grant. not my type, tho. HAHA.
i changed by blogskin =] maybe i'll spend the days of my holidays roller blading. tmr - DVD marathon with netballers, doctor's appoinment, MUSIC & LYRICS! <333
shit. spurs is gonna lose to chelsea :( OKAY BYE.
my exact brand of heroin :]TODAY :
- my dad told me skipping lunch is not cool :)
- i lost my waterbottle at toa payoh stadium :) my dad's really angry, cos it's the third/fourth time i've lost a nalgene water bottle. so now he's gonna get me a columbia one :]
- there was sports heats! our event was like .. last. so we had to wait a really really long time. and while waiting, we did really dumb things :] we - nazi, moni, li en and i! and chaisy at some points of time. first, we did this warm up routine which moni said would break ur arms :) then we went to cheer the long jump girlies - mel and nadia! oh yes, they got into the finals :D but they didn't win :( nevermind! ya'll still rocked. oh oh, then the craziest part came ... we decided to catch falling leafs -.- nazi was the pro-est. moni looked really really cute! hahaha. i caught 1! nazi caught 2! and monica caught NONE :D:D:D see how i bolded itttt. muahahahahah. i kept laughinggg. and my pee was about to burst out :X
- we got in 5th for 4 by 400m. which is really cool :D 2PE was like, w-o-w.
- aft that, many of us went to take MRT to eh, novena! :) first it was like, hweena, nazi, ger (i forgot her name! ahh! i'm really sorry), mel, nadia, chaisy and me! then slowly, everyone started leaving :/ in the end, chaisy, nadia, mel and i were at erm, novena. went with them to do their 1SE shirts -.- i felt really extra there. and we got bubble tea then left for home :] & &, i realised that nadia stays really closeee. so cool!
- i ate fish and chips for dinner :] i couldn't finish my chips. lalalala.
OKAY. d'you know what. borat's comments page is like flooded. and i swear (altho i can't swear :]) that i didn't tag anythinggg :) really. & honestly, i think the tags are really immature (but cute) :] as nadia said .. leave them alone. muaha.
i'm so tired now a days, that i don't dream :( & i'm really sad. 'cos i really love dreams. :] i hope i talk in my sleep. 'cos talking in your sleeps is superrrr cool, to me.
tag my board pple! i get really sad when theres no tags! then i'll decide to
close it down :( which will make me even more sadddd. hahahha. okay, PLS TAG :) i love you. muah. bye.
You know you've gotta stop You're tearing us apart Quit playing games with my heart :]
You make me high :]I just realised .. that i spend a lot of time on the computer. which is very uncool :) there are less things to do now a days. i can sense that the teachers are like v stressed, but i don't know why :) there's actually a lot of homework ... that's due like a week or 2 later. i try to take the longest possible time to finish my last minute homework .. but there isnt much! frankly. teehee :)
I did my oral presentation today! i didn't really prepare :) but i thought it was okay ... really last minute and kinda random. i hate random things. like dreams. dreams aren't nice to listen to >:[ 'cos it's just complete & total random-ness.
tmr's 4 by 400m. HAHAHA. i've never ran 400m, and i don't plan on coming in like 1st or anythingggg. quite, impossible. even tho i know, with God, everything's possible :] bbbbut really, it's seriously and definiely quite impossible :)
haha! i just thought of something, "FLOB ME" hahahahahahhahahaha :D monica's making me gay :P
Goodbye doesn't mean forever.bwaha. ranita found
borat's lj! out of all the people mannns, rani finds it -.- i can't believe that ahem, people actually like google search all these peopleeee :] it's really cool. i'll never dare do it, really. only like 1 week later, when i'm positively sure no one really minds anymore. =Pi really want to switch to xanga :) i shall and i will now. i'm really bored now :( emo songs are making me moooody.
CIAO :\
You coming back to me,is against all odds,and it's what I've got to face :]
I do believe I've failed you.today was cool :) and i like cool days.
started off with ...... everyone not doing their math homework :) HAHA. oh oh, chaisy's lovesickkkkk. okay, i'm being very mean here. i'm SORRY i'm not able to, ahem, relate. hahahahha. she misses
botak. Shh! but i think borat's more worth missing than botak! :D:D:D and and, she, HAHAHAH. i really want to type it out all here. but cough, i'm being REALLY nice and thoughtful and sensitive here :) today chaisy told me i look a bit ang mor! then right aft that she said i look korean. WAHA. i am cool :) i am related to laurennnnn! hahaaha. this is so cool :) and i belong to the northern group ... which is ang mor-ish. LOLno training today! whoots :) such a let down man. i purposely ate so much during recess. and there was no traininggggg. HAHA i'm contradicting my own words here. okay ...... so then, went with minggies and dwi-wee to macs :) :) :) pigged out and got fat. HEH. so much over-due homeowrk :( i dowannn. and my file's getting really messy. must be melissa khor :]
i think i'm just in a very screwed up position now. don't know where i'm heading :) exactly like migrant workeres HEH.
can't fight this feeling anymore, i've forgotten what i started fighting for ... but i'm still the lively me :) lynn shall neverrrr be depressed :D unless the world around me's all depressed then yeh, i will too! it's called peer pressure :) joyslyn makes me happy :D hahahaha. 'cos she's my retarded K2 daughter from kazakhstan, and does favours for me so i won't send her back to kazakhstan. HAHAHHA i love you joysss :)
i'm waiting for someone to tell me "OH, I'VE FOUND ____'s PROFILE!" :) hahahahha. cos im jus too scared to go search manzzzszsz.
tmr's gonna suck cos today rocked :) i shall jus wear this gigantic mask till everything's normal again. but then again, when is it ever normal :)
So I've learnt that love's not possesion,And I've learned that love won't wait.Now I've learned that love needs expression,But I learned too late and ...You're out of my life,don't know whether to laugh or cry :]
You must not know about me :]come to think of it, camp was just too sudden & incomplete, it started out of no where and ended jus' when everything was getting started :) everyone's missing at least one thing about camp.
BUT I DON'T !! not. boo. i think it's really stupid that, okay nevermind. :)
went grocery shopping today! i just realised something, i like biscuits and yoghurt. i can like, live on them :D:D:D:D and milo, but i knew that since like 5 years ago.
man u vs liverpool match now. still no goals ! scholes just got sent off. so annoying LUH. ronaldo's still as hot as ever :] there's this 11 guy form liverpool. hot-ness <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUBJUB :) :) :) :)
xanga smilies are really cute. today was a seriously boring day. can't wait for school to start. heh. OH THE IRONYYYY. lalalalala. 300 word essay. BOOOO
MAN U JUST SCOREDDDDDDDDDDD. YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! WHOOOOOOTS :)
you still wonder if we made a big mistake
AHHH!i miss borat and botak alr :(
but on the other hand,
HEY TECHNOLOGY/CIVILISATION, YOU ROCK :)
ermmm, i'll try to sum it up all together :D
day 1
got on the busss, and one trainer came with us. which was botakkkk :) the first thing ms tan said was, "don't flirt" then immediately aft that, nazirah said "...." (ok, i shall be nice (: ) mm, settled down at the camp site. then borattt came! haha. he got his nickname "borat", basically cos he .. watches borat? has a slight kazakhstan accent (haha), & he does look a lil like borat. so then, first day's activies couldn't much take place 'cos of the rain. oh yea, we pitched out tent - mel, ranita, nadia, nazi, moni, elle, chaisy and me! hahahaha. it wasn't really squishy at night. but it was grosssss. cos the floor boards had mud :( oh yes, the toilets kinda sucked. heh. i sound like a spoilt kid. but really, i don't wanna describe it. cos it brings back GROSSSSSS memories :)
day 2
did more activites todayyy :) like, abseiling, kayaking, rafting, hang out, the slide thingy and the tire thingy. hahahahahhaha. jus many many activities. i thought kayaking was really really fun. :) but i was really pissedddd whenever we crashed. oh yes, i kayaked with chaisy :) it was really funny la. i was like "right, chaisy! that's not your right! chaisy! d'you know where's your right?!" hhahahahahah. i could tell she was really stress. SORRRYY (: she got muscle aches aft tht. HHA had our campfire! it was really cooooooool. we couldn't really see it each other, and i thought that was ahem, rather cool. ahhahahaha. our class did really well :)))) erm, slept in one of the classrooms. i only had like, 1 metre of space to sleep. oh yea! chaisy and i woke up at 3am, to brush teeth and wash our faces. it was like a half night and half morning wash up. so you don't have to do it at night or in the morning :D:D hahahahha.
day 3
packed up :) left for kallang to dragon boat! & we dragon-boated. hahahahha. i thought it was kidna cooler than with netballers. not as tiring :) hahahhahah. walked to the national stadium aft that. & from then on, it was really funnnn. like, the aisle to the toilet was air conditioned, so me, chaisy, moni, elle and nazy were like high whenever we went through there. (the many many times we went in there). so then we sat at where our president and lee hsien loong sat. and acted like royalty. ahahhahaha. marched around the track and did all kinds of silly stuff. it was rrealy coooool. cos we were the only ones there !! played a few silly games with trainers. hahahahha. and we left for school! reached there, debriefed. that's when it got boringggg. :( and borat was really moody so wtv! hahahhaha. headed to the lecture theatre aft that. it was really cold :( and my face started getting reddd, from sun burn. group 6 (my group:P) won "most enthusiastic award"! whooooooot! :D:D took a really cool class photo aft that then leftttt. sent pris to hwa chong instituition, and that was like the first time i "drove" in there. it's so coooool. hahahahah.
so yeah, overall, it was an "OK" camp :D it had it's good side, but it's many many bad sides made it neutral again. i'm very saddddd. cos i didn't get to write in borat's booklet thingy! his loss :D so yeah, just hope that our class will be able to stay as bonded and to be able to mingle around more :)
class photo.
if you want the big big big one :) ask mua.
everything i'm looking at is rocking now. hahahhaah. CIAO!
